Here's to the first day of starting over... Today is the day I get back on track. Today is the day I focus on me and being a better person. I lost focus of who I am and who I want to be. I made bad decisions and hurt people along the way and that is something I can't take back. I can't right those wrongs, nor can I take them back. However- I can, and will, learn from it and move forward. I don't think I'll ever move on, but maybe that's the point. I know I will have my highs and lows, but I hope that I will reach the point where the highs outweigh the lows ten fold.
I'm back on the job search. Hopefully I will find something that I can be truly happy at. Someplace where I am actually part of something and treated as such. I learned so much at Intec, but it really wasn't the place for me. I wasn't part of something bigger. I wasn't going places. It was a great opportunity and a great experience, no doubt... But now, to find something else.
I also am starting a workout challenge with Samantha. It starts today. I need to get back to focusing on my health and I've dropped working out from my routine. I can feel how much that has affected my body, even though I've been eating healthier. Hopefully the two of us can really motivate one another.
Here's to a fresh start
